Mein Vater

That's my dad and his older brother, and yes they are twin !! My dad is 10 minutes younger.

Pengen punya anak kembar :p katanya sih, either Tannia or ME is going to have a twin, one generation skip :) siapa ya yang dapet ?

SWITZER(DREAM)LAND

Switzerland and Australia are my future homes, my type of living
( Cynthia Febriana - 12 years old )

Switzerland and Australia are my future homes, my type of living
( Cynthia Febriana - 17 years old )

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me going to miss #2

me going to miss2, originally uploaded by cynthiafebriana.

Eufrasia Eugene Ezra . Eliza Bonosusatya . Nadya Pramudita
Australia . Boston . England

me going to miss :"(

me going to miss #1

me going to miss invitations, no more hectic caused by "overlapping" parties
me going to miss !

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our future, connected with invisible wires

was lost . than found . life is like a lost and found
PUBLIC RELATION . INTERNATIONAL RELATIONSHIP
our future, connected with invisible wires

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What's in My Head

Help a Poor Boy, originally uploaded by Jhows.

Kalau kamu susah nentuin jalan hidup kamu, ini saran saya, SIMPLE kok, tinggal dijawab

Kamu suka apa ? ( klise memang, jawab saja sebanyak - banyaknya )

Suka itu ada tiga : suka sebagai HOBI ; suka sebagai KARIER ; dan suka sebagai PASSION

Singkat cerita, ada tiga dokter, dokter pertama sejak kecil suka sekali pelajaran biologi dan dia sangat suka bereksperimen dengan anatomi manusia, itu adalah suka sebagai HOBI. Dokter kedua menjadi dokter di rumah sakit ternama dan mendapat gaji yang besar, ia rela bekerja sampai malam, tapi tujuan dia hanya mendapat uang dan memenuhi target dari rumah sakit, namun ia tetap enjoy dalam menjalaninya, itu suka sebagai KARIER. Dokter yang terakhir adalah dokter sukarelawan di pedalaman, ia tidak pernah minta dibayar, ia hanya menerima apa adanya dan tidak meminta balas jasa. Ia hanya ingin orang - orang di daerah tempat ia bekerja selalu sehat dan senang, itu suka sebagai PASSION.

Intinya, suka sebagai hobi adalah sesuatu yang kita enjoy dalam menjalaninya dalam memenuhi kesenangan pribadi, suka sebagai karier adalah sesuatu yang kita lakukan dengan senang hati dalam memenuhi kebutuhan jasmaniah, sedangkan suka sebagai passion adalah sesuatu yang kita lakukan dalam memenuhi kebutuhan rohaniah kita melalui hubungan kita dengan orang banyak. Tinggal pilih, mau ke yang HOBI, KARIER, atau PASSION ?

Kalau saya, saya pilih yang terakhir. Pertanyaan tersebut saya dapat dari mantan pres-dir Bank Bahari tempat orangtua saya bekerja dulu. Terima kasih pada beliau karena dengan itu saya berani berkata bahwa saya sangan mencintai dunia sosial, saya selalu berusaha membantu orang walaupun dengan itu saya harus berkorban, tapi justru itu yang membuat saya senang. Saya ingin mewujudkan impian saya menjadi social worker coordinator, di mana saya mendirikan sebuah company yang tugasnya terfokus pada negara - negara tertentu yang membutuhkan bantuan moral, spiritual, dan funding, juga termasuk negri saya tercinta, Indonesia :)

The Ones that Never Fail to Lighten Up My Days

Book's cave, originally uploaded by Abu Yotam.

The Book Cave

it's raining books!, originally uploaded by overthemoon.

It's Raining Books

I've posted this last year as my #wishlist, still adore these pictures, and still worship books. We might use lot's of woods to make those books, but if we use it right, we keep good care of earth from what we learn from the books we read, then all of them are worth it !

#amItheonlyone who still watch the Fairly Odd Parents EVERY MORNING ?

Timmy is an average kid that no one understands,Mom and Dad and Vicky always giving him commands
But gloom and doom up in his room, is broken instantly by his magic little fish who grant his every wish 'cause in reality they are his ODD PARENTS, fairly odd parents

Timmy Turner . Mr. and Mrs. Turner . Cosmo and Wanda . Poof and Foop . Fairies and Anti - Fairies . Denzel Crocker . Francis . Pixies. Inc. . Vicky the Babysitter . Bronze Kneecap . Dark Laser . Doctor Bender . Nega Chin . Norm the Genie . Remy Buxaplenty . Chester Mcbadbat . Alan "A.J" Johnson . Elmer . Trixie Tang . Veronica Star . Jorgen Von Strangle . Wandissimo Magnifico . Tooth Fairy . Cupid . Blonda . Big Daddy . Mamma Cosma . Papa Cosma . Dr. Rip Studwell . Fairy Taxi Driver . Bob Glimmer . Catman . Crash Nebula . Crimson Chin . Catman . Mighty Mom and Dyno Dad . Mark Chang . King Grippulon . Queen Jipjorrulac . Jeff and Eric . Chip Skylark . Doug Dimmadome . Chet Ubetcha . Britney Britney . Sylvester Calzone . Skip Sparkypants . The Bad Parent Hunter . Adam West . Principal Waxelplax . The Dinklebergs

Watch this show for like .. errr EVERY MORNING. the best imagination, the best theme song, the best ideas ! and the best part is, there are only THREE advertisement !

It is I, Jorgen von Strangle, to TAKE OVER THE WOLD! Soon, the world will be MINE!!! - BEWARE, of the DINKLEBERGS - here comes, the CRIMSON CHIN ( with song ) - my muscle, MY BEAUTIFUL MUSCLE !!- transparent Timmy ? It's impossible, except if he's got ... FAIRLY GOD PARENTS !

#amItheonlyone ?

Go Green in EVERY WAY ! I'm gonna star with my blog, And these guys, they're COOL !

I went to the beach for memorial day, cause memorial day is the time for beach play
got a towel, got a bucket, got a spot in the sand. don't got no sunscreen...I got a base-tan

I got me raft that holds a drink on each side and I set my self to drift in the riptide
4 hours later and a quarter-mile out I awaken when i hear my girlfriend shout "baby come back " I don't want to lose you to the seas.

I return, she said "you need to put a shirt on"
baby, thats not gonna happen, Tshirts at the beach are for old people or husky children
she said " look what happens when i touch your skin- it turns white, then it turns right back red again."
"thats just my tan sinking in....but you are right...it is doing that."

i lost track of time! layin in the sunlight
I, I I, I I hurt
I, I I, I'm sunburnt.

don't touch me. don't touch me. don't touch me--no!
don't touch me or I'm gonna have to kill you.
and it'll hurt me more that it hurts you--cause i'm sunburnt.
I'm either gonna call in sick. or go to work shirtless. do you think my boss will notice if I go to work shirtless?

Mention everything when you go to 80 RETRO EURO TRASH HOUSE PARTY !

BIRTHDAY GIRL OF COURSE KRYSTA AMELIA

ZENIUZ HAIRSTYLE by ZENIUZ CHPS EINSTEIN

Ping Pong Vodka Challenge ( in this photo : DAYGUANO NADYABBQ CLATUNG )

TIE DYES ( in this photo : DAYGUANO )

RETRO SPORT, going to the gym, Mad ? ( in this photo : Nadya MAMAD )

can't afford to miss HEADBANDS ( in this photo : me and DAYGUANO )

trash yourself to the pool : FUN GAME ( in this photo : JENNIFERWILLIAM )

FOOD ! TRULY LOVELY FOOD ( in this photo : NADYABBQ )

FACES and SUNNIES ( look at what I'm holding in that picture ) -- me and JENNIFERWILLIAM

DANCING DIVA ! a DIVA never miss-dressed ( in this photo : NOVITARD )

in-consistent photo : has good models and lol models also ( in this photo : MODELBOYA theNEVERchanginFACE:DAYGUANO sunniesMEandALONK and the masterpiece : SUPER-POSE-BY-CLATUNG )

AJOJING by the AJOJINGERS ( in this photo : NADYABBQ OLIVIAROSEMARIE HILDAYANUAR )

THE RETROS ( in this photo : DAYGUANO NOVITARD GABSTR UCOKSANTOZ AGNESBYRNE CLATUNG ALONKII and ME )

LOUDS, lots of LOUDS till the ceilling cracks -- didn't happened, just a metaphore ( in this photo : REAL LOUD CROWD )

PHOTOS COURTESY OF NATASIA MELITA KOHAR
mentioned it all :p

STEP STEP STEP

FreeCell, originally uploaded by Ian_Boys.

"one more step, then I'll lost"
"ha ! hard game, I know"
"nope, not hard"

That was me and my father when he played FreeCell at his laptop. He then pressed ctrl-z several times until it's back from the very beginning. Then he started his game yet again. He lost again, if he'd moved one more step. The then pressed ctrl-z again, and restarted his game yet again until he finally won.

"I love this game, my new addiction. It's like a life, you know, every move you take, you decide, will change your life forever, just like this game. You then have to make the best decision, because every single thing you decide, that's what make your life, what change your life, forever. Remember, every single step is important"

Candy Shop

Candy cakes, originally uploaded by MiP73.

what's one of my biggest dream ?
OWN A CANDY-CAKE-CUPCAKE-ANY KIND OF SWEETS SHOP

description of the shop :
located at the ground floor of Senayan City Mall ( why ? I don't know )
size : small
wall : lower-half white brick, upper-half contrast broken white
look from outside : just like the picture
look from the inside : covered with white table and shelves, with full of sweets on top of it.
name : on progress
names of sweets : any kind, you name it yourself
prize : I promise you it'll be cheap !

and I definitely need some help !

PROSPECTIVE

married in oz, originally uploaded by photographyae.com.

KATA EMAK ( read : oma )
"if you found a prospective man, don't bother to take him as your husband"

hemm, langsung kepikiran...
masih kepikiran...
gila, bakal kepikiran terus...
stop mikirin...
kepikiran lagi...
UP ( usia panik ) ??...
ga bolehhh, udah jangan mikirin itu...
kepikiran lagi...
kepikiran lagi...
kepikiran...

what do you think about TRUE LOVE ?

true love itu everlasting love, everlasting love baru bisa diliat kalau sudah tua. Itu momen di mana kita masih mikirin perasaan pasangan kita, takut dia kenapa - kenapa, ga pengen dia sedih, ga mau dia ga suka, ga mau dia sakit, ga mau foto sendiri, ga mau dia sendiri.

Itu saat di mana kalau kita di restoran, kita bakal mesen yang disenengin pasangan kita dan dia bakal mesen yang disenengin sama kita, karena kita sama - sama ga mau pasangan kita mual gara - gara ga suka sama makanannya.

Itu periode di mana kalau lagi nonton tv, kita bakal nyetel channel berita yang disenengin si dia, dan dia bakal ngambil remote dan ganti channel masak yang kita senengin, karena kita sama - sama ga mau pasangan kita ketinggalan sesuatu yang baru.

Itu masa di mana kalo lagi mau tidur, kita bakal matiin lampu karena dia ga suka tidur terang, tapi dia bakal turun dari ranjang dan nyalain lampunya lagi karena dia tau kamu takut gelap, soalnya kalian berdua sama - sama ga mau kelewatan masa - masa terindah kalian berdua, even a single second.

itu true love buat saya, terlalu ke depan yahh hihi

ideas inspired by : P.S I Love You and my beloved-great-funny-the best grandparents :)

Layu Sebelum Berkembang

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"Ohh....Tuhan...dahsyat! Nikmat sekali! Heroin murni memang hebat."
"Dan kau sayang, membuatnya lebih hebat lagi."
"Aku senang mendengarnya."
"Hmmm.... Kenikmatan yang akan terasa sampai mati."
"Ya, sampai mati."
"Katakan, Dokter, kau pernah membunuh seseorang?"
"Ya, pernah."
"Ohohohohoho.... Aku suka wanita perkasa."
"Jelas tergambar di wajahmu."
"Begitu? Jeli sekali, Dokter."

Rinto terus berada di puncak awang-awang.
"Kau betul-betul tahu bagaimana caranya membahagiakan seorang pria."
"Hanya untukmu saja," jawab Alika.

Dia beralih pada mangkuk besi kecil di atas meja ruang tengah, memanaskannya dan memperhatikan buih yang bermunculan pada sisi mangkuk itu .
"Mau apalagi kau?"
"Membuatmu merasakan surga. Kau mau, kan?"
"Ohhh... tentu saja, surga. Kupikir aku tidak akan pernah merasakannya."
"Inilah surgamu."

Alika menyuntikkan satu dosis lagi melalui pergelangan tangan Rinto yang segera membuatnya mengejang nikmat ketika cairan putih itu menelusuri tubuhnya.
Alika duduk di pangkuan Rinto dan mulai berbisik di telinganya.
"Kau ingin yang lebih hebat?"
"Oh, yeah... jelas. Berikan padaku apa pun yang kau punya sayang."
"Oke."

Alika mengisi satu suntikan lagi dengan heroin. Sementara Rinto masih terus di awang-awang merasakan surganya.
"Kau tadi bertanya apa aku pernah membunuh orang?"
"Ya."
Suara Alika membuatnya terangsang.
"Kau ingin tau siapa saja?"
"Ya," Rinto mengejang penuh kenikmatan.
"Beno Martin."
"Ah... orang itu sudah tidak lagi berguna untukku. Dia ingin hidup bersih katanya."
"Eben Lumaris."
"Ahh... setan itu menyepelekan perintahku."
"Omar Tahir."
"Cih! Rubah sialan itu hampir saja mencuri seluruh kekayaanku."
"Sugondo."
"Kalau dia tidak gila, dia akan jadi mesin pembunuhku yang paling sempurna."
"Begitukah?"
"Ya."
"Aku membunuh mereka semua. Aku yang membunuh mereka kau percaya itu?"
....
Alika membelai bagian tulang belakang Rinto di lehernya, mencari titik yang tepat. Titik yang selama ini dipelajarinya dengan baik.

Alika membelainya dengan jari-jarinya yang tertutup sarung tangan dari kulit lembut, mengirimkan sinyal-sinyal rangsangan ke bagian tubuh Rinto yang paling intim. Membuatnya tergetar penuh nafsu. Ujung jarum memasuki kulit leher Rinto, tapi belum sampai menyentuh tulang lehernya Alika terhenti sebentar. Dia hanya ingin menyaksikan detik-detik terakkhir memilukan dari seorang pria bernama Rinto. Lelaki tua bangka itu akan mati di tempat ini sendiri.
Tanpa keluarga.
Tanpa teman.
Tanpa anak buah.
Sendirian dan dalam keadaan yang menyedihkan.
Mabuk heroin.
Mabuk gadis.
Menyedihkan.

"Satu lagi."
"Cepat katakan apa itu!"
"Kau mengenal Laksmini, kan? Heh, Tuan?"

Alika mengambil ponselnya dari kolong ranjang. Dia usdah mempersiapkan semuanya. Menekan fasilitas MP3 Player dari ponselnya, dan memperdengarkan sebuah lagu kepada Rinto.
"Hatiku hancur mengenang dikau, Berkeping-keping jadinya. Kini air mata jatuh bercucuran. Tiada lagi harapan."

"Kau pasti mengenal lagu ini, kan?"
Rinto terdiam, tubuhnya terlihat tegang.
"Aku putri Laksmini... putri Handoko. Putri sahabatmu, Tom. Putri dari Handoko Suryopranoto."
"Kamu..."
"Kita bertemu di neraka nanti... Tuan Rinto Kusumoatmodjo."

Jarum suntik berisi heroin itu masuk ke dalam syaraf di belakang tulang leher, medulla oblongata, tanpa rasa sakit. Dan dengan cepat cairang heroin itu masuk ke dalamnya. Tanpa perlawanan Rinto mati seketika.

Alika jatuh terduduk.
Merasa lelah.
Lunglai.
Entah apa lagi, yang bisa dilakukannya hanya menangis.
Bayangan akan kedua orang tuanya kembali hadir dalam ingatannya, membuatnya terluka sekaligus lega.
"Sudah usai Ayah, dia sudah mati."
"Bu... sudah terbalas harga dirimu yang hncur itu, Bu"

Alika menangis.
Rinto sudah mati.
Dengan tangannya sendiri.
"...Mengapa ini harus terjadi di tengah kebahagiaan. Kuingin rasakan lebih lama lagi hidup bersama denganmu... ."

Dan lagu itu berakhir.



Diambil dari novel : Hujan ( Thee & Rien ). Katanya sih novel suspense. Tadinya ga percaya, taunya pas baca ketagihan. I know this is a-bit-out-of-mind, tapi cara ngebunuhnya bener - bener bagus banget, bisa ya orang indo kayak gitu. Kalo semua orang indo kayak gitu, bentar lagi alat-alat polisi kita kayak di CSI gitu deh hehe.

FLUFFY

originally uploaded by ssstephie.

wishlist #2
SOMETHING FLUFFY
.sounds nice.

tons and piles

I want a book

A pile of books

A shelf of books

Tons of books

I love books, especially when they're arranged so tidy and organized, or perhaps in any unique shapes like this and this. Since Flickr doesn't allow me to download those pictures I can only give you links : ) And yes, books are one of my wishlist.

Empire State Building's Top Floor View of New York's 360 degrees view

I've posted it before and I just didn't satisfied with it, because actually I want to use scrollbar to make it sort of mighty haha, here it is, imagine seeing this, I wonder how they took this photo, this is incredible. Thanks to Nanchap for the help hehe. Anyway, I should be studying now, but I left my book at school. So see you tomorrow economy, you've "made" my day !

Karma DOES Exist

Recent news have it, Indonesia's media report about our-neighbour-country's claims of our traditions which had rooted for many milleniums. Well, I think it will be better for us to leave them alone and make them feel bad. How ? We introduce our traditions as much as we can in any ways that we could find. I was watching travel and living, and they made a documentary film about Bali. That is exactly what we must do ! We have to promote, people, to raise our nationality and not to mention our income :p

And if you ask, why am I posting this in English while I said that we have to gain our nationality, it's because I want them ( M ) to see this, and realize that we're not afraid of them, we're stronger than we were couple years ago, we're not as stupid as they thought we are, we tried to fight for our own freedom to build this country into a better one, we fight for peace and we never seek for an unimportant war, we own our lands and seas, we're poor but we have strong hearts, we have our sacred nation song which NOONE in this world is allowed to mock that, because we sing that at our freedom day, we're creative and innovative, we make our own musics, we have poeple who believe and understand their traditional heritage, we have living proof of our traditions. We may not be a good country in wealth, but we still love our traditions and we will do anything to keep them EXIST as Indonesia's heritage. #indonesiaunite

photos : colorful bali, courtesy of flickr.com

chaperon

that's my cousin from LA : Evan ! He was sick when I met him a few weeks ago, and yesterday was the last day he's in his grandpa's house. He along with his sisters were very cute, I LOVE THEM ! Oh, and Evan loves to kiss a girl, he said "I love to kiss a girl : )". They were very active yesterday, running all around the house helping their parents to pack. The first one, Nicky, is a nice and pretty mature girl with flexible body. The second one, Cassie or Cassandra, is my favorite! She has that super-flexible-tummy ( which she said that people said that it's strange ), which can do stomach-wave like a belly dancer haha, I promised her to make a video of it. Byebye kiddos, see you soon.